we skirt vast puddles and jostle awkward umbrellas, Carole Webster
Friday the thirteenth of December, twenty nineteen after the general election.
five forty-five the
boy calls
out –
‘didn’t you
hear me?’
He consents
to lie
between us, cold
footed warm hands-
for a minute, he is
muscle and fidgets so
we all get up:
in the dark kitchen
we hear the news-
it is hope
less and I
feel the weight – sore
sad rage
settes around
my ribs wrapped
black
about my
heart. I drink bitter
coffee, see to
toast, boil
eggs and spread
jam for the boy.
The radio
speaks in low
tones to a mauve cloud
and rain splinters -
meanwhile colours
are painted
on second hand
paper. We leave
the house, we edge
round vast
puddles and
jostle awkward umbrellas
all the way
to the class
room door
where it seems
to be just
another day.
At the
black book
shop shed –
I paint a
baby’s face,
soft
peony pinks
against the
shadow
at my back.
We have
hot noodles to
eat in
town – fresh
ginger and chilli,
jasmine tea unfurls
in a glass and we
walk to the exhibition
along the broken
pavements;
gum stuck,
dodging
raggy pigeons and
the plastic woven
into everything.
Anthony Gormley-
a rational
voice: there is
a shift of perspective,
down, crouching
to see Field; hand
-form figures, as earth tone
strata, their mouths a
loud, silent, echo
O - and a woman
speaks about her
bees – she
says there are
forty thousand in a hive;
a similar
number to the
crowd. I think of
ochre, umber
and honey, of
slow accretions
which grow
forward into
tomorrow where
these so
slight times
shape a
gentle countering
purpose against
a bleak day.